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Life is so brief, so fragile. It's easy to forget, sometimes. I understand that it's one of the many things that makes it so beautiful, but that doesn't make it easier to bear when you're confronted with just how impermanent things in this world are. And it's difficult to cherish all the wonderful things when you know that a part of your life has just been extinguished. It may be a pet, a person, a loved one, or even someone you barely knew. But because they are gone, your life is different, and even if you find something to help fill the space they left behind it is not the same. Nothing can replace a life once it has been lost, because each one is unique.

I don't like death, and I know that sounds silly because I know that no one does, but... it's so painful and heartbreaking. Even those deaths that most people wouldn't consider to be particularly meaningful... Is it wrong to think that we should always be moved by death? Is it wrong to feel saddened by the loss of life when you see a baby bird that fell from it's nest or small animal that was hit by a car? People just walk past these things in daily life and I don't understand it. Maybe I never knew that creature but shouldn't someone care? Shouldn't we be able to pause and acknowledge something like that instead of ignoring it? Maybe I'm overreacting, but it just seems like there's a difference between acceptance and ignorance.

I'm sorry, this isn't a very uplifting post. A friend lost a beloved pet today and it just made me think. I know I haven't been around much, mainly because the situation here has changed again, but I haven't forgotten any of you. And even if I leave (or maybe more like when), please know that I still won't forget you. ♥

Almost forgot!

Oh, so, before I forget again, I thought that maybe I should mention that there has been a slight shifting in the dynamics of our group since the last time I was online. :3 For anyone who is interested, I'll put the explanation under here!Collapse )

And there you have it!

Wow, it's been so long

Goodness, it's been a while since I've been online much at all. I hope everyone is doing okay! Things are going well, and we're actually in England for a study abroad program. It's very exciting, aside from the part where we've been sick recently. *sigh*

Well, anyway! What I was going to post was this silly survey thing, but it's kind of long so I'll put it under a cut thingy. :3

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This is silly X3

Dear Roger,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it that night outside of Chicago and I saw you sit at my avocado plant. I'm sure you're man enough to understand how awful I've felt. I'm returning the couch cushions, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I always will remember eggplant-fetishism.

In pain,

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Stolen from impchucker



Um, hi. This is Kaleb. You probably don't remember me, but... we-

-met at the coffee shop. Yeah. I remember.

*silly smile*

So, um, as you may have guessed, I'm a little silly. And I like pink, okay? I couldn't decide between this theme and the one with a cute pink bunny on it (it made me laugh), but I think I like this one better.

You know, I suppose it's not really surprising so many people thought I was girly. I like cute things. I like when people are sweet to me. I guess it's really not that shocking that I'm gay.

But I don't care. People can think what they want. As long as someone loves me (and they do, by the way) then it's okay.

Hmm, other than that... I don't know? I guess I just wanted one of these things so I can talk to people. If they want to talk to me, that is. They don't have to. And maybe I'll just talk to myself sometimes.

Oh! And I really like the song that I stole the title of my journal from. *blushes*

And she says people will think I'm a school girl. X3 Apparently that's the face I make. Or maybe something like this. :3 It's cute. I think I'll use it.


Edit - This icon is adorable. And it makes me hungry. ;; Oh I love(d?) pancakes...

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